I want back my colourful world;

16 August 2007

i love my life

note: this is meant to fuss and whine as my treadmill diet plan failed and yoong said i am looking rounder each day! (fong ken yoong, u wait)

as for a VERY normal human being, it is very normal to feel hungry. with the very common sense ringing in ur brains, u will ought to find F-O-O-D rite?

today i went recess holding my yet-to-read-for trials physics book in my hand ( i finished up the egg sandwich hoo li made almost as soon as i got it) so i decided to give my digestive system a break for recess. nicki exclaimed loudly she will eat without feeling guilty.despite the fact tat her bf complain tat she's fat. guilty coz she eats?

daddy bought the WHOLE 1 KG of secret recipe cake back yesterday. if u expect me not to eat it, ur expectation totally failed. it was seriously tempting. the sensation of it melting in my mouth and the taste of chocolate. haihhh.....nice~~~~~
then knowing tat it was almost bedtime and all the health+losing weight factors, i ate one pieces after much self-convincing to kill the guilt.

this caused me to "sin"

often when i feel like eating pisang goreng or tempting McD fries, i'll call tat sinful eating. SINFUL TO EAT!! but often my guilt don't help me much to resist. at the very end of the day, i will regret eating but enjoyed the process plus suffer the amount of unnecessary fats.
malaysia then will be a sinful land. as it offers more and more food and fattening food. can i sue food company tat produce tempting nice fattening food ?

this one too...! go away..don't tempt me

school shud really start feeding us better food. LESS FATTENING food like fried rice, nasi lemak, goreng-ed food, all the FREAKING SWEET kuih and donuts.
mayb something like salad or yogurt. cereals ? then i can eat lots but yet not feel tat bad. cause i dont feel hungry all the time but feel like eating all the time.

why must i always worry about getting fat? some ppl eat a whole big mountain pile of food and not get fat.looking thin to be exact more like sticks and poles. life's unfair!
therefore i deduced,
i am diagnosed with the unable-to-resist-food disease. it is very dangerous as it makes me fat and failed my treadmill dieting plan ALL THE TIME *a lil frust* i reckon it is inheritated since mummy got tat disease too. i'm blaming the genes now. wheeee!

~fussing ends~

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all vomited out at 1:58 PM