18 March 2007
i love my life
shall u expect a sentence such as " I LOVE HOLIDAYS" from me now? answer is yes. being a lazy bum myself i really need and love the holidays i get. besides school is made horrible when some certain teacher can't help but to make my life miserable.
monday...woke up and daddy drove us down to timesquare.shopping? ah-bo..tat's an almost instant relieve for my bad week in school. then i went to plaza low yat for lunch and sg. wang to another shopping session. i bought :-
*a ring
*a pair of shorts
*nail polish
*princess hour dvd ( it's gonna make my holidays so much more fun)
bie went for a hair cut. something like a cut marathon by kimarie academy and it's for CHARITY. eventho the cut was bad and the result is saddening but it's for charity bie. she made us laugh so badly tat mummy had tears in her eyes. v can onli say it's for charity and tat hair will grow back even tho bie didnt look very tat better but tat's the best from us. haha
tuesday...slept till 11. or was it 1? neways did chores and watched princess hour non stop till 7 something in the evening. head out for aunt susan chemistry tuition. came back and ta-da in front of the tv AGAIN. tat seriously pissed daddy off. got to kno reuben had an asthma attack when he is running in Labuan. he missed tuition too since he just got back to kajang. poor him. msg-ed him. actually wanted to tease him but he felt kinda bad so spare u for now lar...
wednesday...woke up at 12. whoa i really love the sleeps. i mean i can hardly sleep tat much if not bcoz of the holidays. i am irritated by the alarm every morning for school and mind u i am still stuck in st johns which occupied my saturdays. and chores in the morning on sundays. so i really appreciate the sleeps. did chores. and lying around and dozed off at 2 and woke up for physics tuition at 3. popped by to get yoong and he slept as much as me. so i am not the onli pig. hehe. came back hang around and lepak at home.
thursday...ish ish. got up at 7. coz mr leong suppose to pick me up at 7.30 for driving amali class but he came at 8+. *do u hv any idea how much at sleep means to me?* ish. then went for that class which is sooooooooooo boring. in there for 3 whole miserable-cant-talk-nor-sleep hour. then break and practical. where v learnt to change tyre and check engine. for a min i felt like i'm a pro. haha. but the fella who taught us was practical enuf. he didnt make US change the type. he said no point coz it's hot and gals dun have much strength. (is tat an insult?) but thinking tat i dun have to make myself dirty so i just leave tat matter away from my not-very-working-and-sleeping brains. he even said gals can get help to change tyre much easier than guys. wat does tat suppose to mean? hmmm. got home at 5 and Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
friday...yeay yeay. gonna go out. went for add maths tuition as early as 8 then after tat back home for breakfast and daddy drove me to midv. watched 300 and lunch at nando's then another movie. bridge to teribathia. pardon me if i got the wrong spelling. meet up with yoong n nicki and bid farerwell to zen. mind was thinking. but stomach was hungry too. went to fish manhatan for dinner. starbucks for coffee. hang around and went home. rushed to get home for music practise but train was real full tat cant even push one more in so v missed the train and camwhore sitting in the station. bie msg said it was ok not to go. joel said so. how bad i felt. so went home and pretend to study so tat daddy wont make noise when he is back from CG.
saturday...dragged myself to wake up. knowing tat i will b scolded but still i have to wake up. i hate dragging myself doing something tat will onli spoil my day for the sake of a word - responsibility.
during breakfast, dugong told us to just deaf our ears for tat lil while. wat is to happen has to happen. haih. early in the morning and i have to bear all these. went for the meeting. waited till i get it. when i tot i am just gonna b spared tis time i got a big blow. not a chance to defend at all. not like its my fault but wat to do. i'm just a student which they can blow on. haih. went for a very emotional eating with bie n hoo li. went secret recipe and took a piece of cheese cake each. when i almost calmed myself down. dugong n shinshin came. brought up the matter and tat's just too much. things became emo.not blaming them. not a tiny bit of their fault. it's just me being emo and things are bad on me. went rocteam for a whole jug/mug/bottle/cup watever tat container called of watermelon juice. then mummy came to pick me home. slept. woke up for cell. as usual it opened me to a point of view tat i really need to ease my negative feelings.
it's cbout submission. submit to God. duh. and to parents.spiritual leaders. and God human-channeled people such as teachers who are in authority. it's hard for me to submit to someone whom hurt me so much in the past and yet obeying her and plastering a smile each time. the hurting haven stop and yet i need to submit. jessy also said it's harder to submit when u disagree. tat's so true. but yet submitting when u disagree is a bigger challenge and pleases God. Jesus submit even His life for GOd told him to. it's a sign of maturity in action too when v submit. when it something pleases GOd, wat is tat lil hurt of mine compared to His goodness?
then went for dinner when shinshin. dugong.kevin.bie and even qcie. shinshin said i looked happy. i guess after wat he saw in the morning he was confused with my emotions. buthen i just realise tat i alwayz found the peace i need when i seek GOd. so y shud i b sad?
sunday..church. sermon by pastor ni hau. sorry for the spelling error. he is just funny. hilarious.blogging now and suppose to study for exams tomorrow. tata
Labels: emo, laughters, shopping
